Sunday, November 29, 2009
been busy...i am alive and wellmy life is to dramatic to talk about for the moment
however i think everything's gonna be alright :)
heres my new poem
I try to discover
A little something to make me sweeter
Oh baby refrain from breaking my heart
I'm so in love with you
I'll be forever blue
That you give me no reason
Why you're making me work so hard
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me
And if I should falter
Would you open your arms out to me
We can make love not war
And live at peace in our hearts
I'm so in love with you
I'll be forever blue
What religion or reason
Could drive a man to forsake his lover
Don't you tell me no
Don't you tell me no
Don't you tell me no
Don't you tell me no
Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me
I'm so in love with you
I'll be forever blue
That you give me no reason
You know you're making me work so hard
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me
Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me
10:48 AM
ravecrocker
Thursday, November 19, 2009
time waits for no one
but you i'd wait for so long
but still i feel the times
of your rolling eyes around here
take a walk with a sweet girl
so sweet you know it's true
but you're wasting away
i just wish it would stay
take a walk down a highway
down my way
take a walk when you feel miserable
one date you'll find
your eyes and a woman who's kind
could you still fill the day
if you ran out of me
take a walk down a highway
down my way
take a walk when you feel miserable
take a walk down a highway
down my way.....
12:42 AM
ravecrocker
Monday, November 16, 2009
whats the point in living...i have know ideayou live the dream and then what
you get the girl... The cool car,huge house and kids...and then what
what do you gain...
it doesnt matter....
in the end we all fade to black
Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now he's gone
No one but me can save myself
But it's too late
Now I can't think
Think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though
It never existed
Death greets me warm
Now I will just say goodbye
4:06 PM
ravecrocker
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters 10:17 PM
ravecrocker
Thursday, November 5, 2009
You always had an eye for things that glittered
But I was far from being made of gold
I don't know how but I scraped up the money
I just never could quite tell you no
Just like when you were leaving Pennsylvania
goin' to see a friend Ohio
And I quit life so we could be together
I can't forget the way you looked at me
Just to see you smile
I'd do anything that you wanted me to
When all is said and done
I'd never count the cost
It's worth all that's lost
Just to see you smile
When you said time was all you really needed
I walked away and let you have your space
'Cause leavin' didn't hurt me near as badly
As the tears I saw rollin' down your face
And yesterday I knew just what you wanted
When you talked about him
So I told you that I was happy for you
And given the chance I'd lie again
Just to see you smile
I'd do anything... that you wanted me to
When all is said and done
I'd never count the cost
It's worth all that's lost
Just to see you smile
Just to see you smile
I'd do anything... that you wanted me to
When all is said and done
I'd never count the cost
It's worth all that's lost
Just to see you smile!
10:46 PM
ravecrocker
hey i havent talked to you guys in a while.....I am working on something big...i cant tell you what it is...but it is going to change lives and the gaming industry's for everwell ttyl
1:16 PM
ravecrocker
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
alex actually died the funeral is in 2 days he was beaten to death in an alley looks like another sad story
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
10:16 PM
ravecrocker
